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Casey I really admire your openness ans honesty in sharing your experience and starting a dialog on such a personal level. Really shows there is a real human being behind those sexy oics.
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Well since almost all of the most influential people in my life were females it should not come as any surprise that I was curious what it was like to be one. I started experimenting with wearing make up and dresses when I was in my early teens and absolutely loved the way I felt doing it. Once I turned 18 I didn't think about it very much until I moved in with the woman who is now my wife and access to a lot of women's clothes again. At that point I again started experimenting with dressing and make up. At that time she was working nights so I had time to myself and was able to keep it a secret. One night she came home from work early and caught me dressed. I am very fortunate that she has a fairly open mind and accepted that part of me although it took a while for her to wrap her mind around it. So I went through roughly another three year hiatus. Then the need to dress again got overwhelming and again I was lucky enough to have a woman in my life who understood alternative lifestyles and needs so was okay with me dressing on occasion. She even helped me learn how to do my make up and what colors worked well on me and things like that. She even went so far as to teach me how to curl my hair. As far as learning to walk in heels I am a bit of a natural athlete so I had no problem walking in heels almost from the moment I put them on. My wife is actually a little jealous because I can walk in higher heels than she can lol. While I enjoy dressing and feeling sexy I will never fully transition or even live full time as a woman. First I have a job that makes that impossible second I like being a guy as well. I am two different people as a guy and as Janelle. Completely different mind sets, attitudes, likes and dislikes, almost everything and sometimes that switching is difficult but going through the routine of getting dolled up helps with that immensely. I am not sure I have fully answered all five of your questions but I think this is more than long enough lol, so I will wrap it up for now but of course am more than willing to answer any further questions you or any of your dedicated followers might have for me.
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Thanks for sharing your story with us Casey. It is a very interesting one and am glad that I know more about you now. I am starting to see that you are a beautiful person both inside and out. As for me, I did not act on my bisexual tendencies until later in my life. I started out using toys (dildos, vibrators, etc.) on myself in my twenties ( I really enjoy anal sex by the way). Did not have sex with another man or transgender until my early forties though. Was not that I was afraid to or anything like that, just always had the traditional woman girlfriend and never really acted on it until then.
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love your bolg Casey think its great ty think my story is a little differant as a kid i aways felt that i was differant back in that day thier wasnt all the info around or the internet like we have today. I never really had a mother or father growing up my dad was millitary and my mom never really had anything to with me or my sisters or brother we were always moving around never having a chance to make friends or anything like that and my older stepsisters were caring for us intill my mother turned us over to my grandparents think i was around 7 or 8 at that time . My grandparents took me and my sisters and brother and raised us and i will always love them for that but it was hard also . We moved to Fl and that was when things really started to happen i always love seeing my sisters in thier dresses and skirts and was always jealous of them and couldnt understan why i couldnt wear them.I was around age 9 the first time i put a dress on and it changed my world i know that vey sec who i was and it matched the feelings that i had always had inside I had gotton some of my sister older things and dressed as much as i possibly could whenever i could and for me it just felt so right and felt a peace and calm feeling inside and it was wonderfull. I knew that i should have been a girl and still feel that today.We moved a few years later to new jersey and was still dressing but just not as much. After my father was killed in viet nam we moved to a new place and i could dress again as much as i needed and wanted to was wonderfull dressed all the way up to when i married at age 18. After getting married i still dressed as much as i could we had a really close and loving marraige had 2 kids and always got along well i did tell about my other side but she was not supportive so just kind of stayed hidden untill she passed 12 years ago. after about a year i had to let me out and started dressing 24/7 except for work and hated so much when had to change back to go to work but still knew who i was inside .After i retired i did dress 24/7 for couple years and was really happy then my daughter divorced and moved in now am back to dressing part time hate it but what can you do I never had any probelm wearing heels at all loved them make up still after all the years still have problems with it just cant seen to ever get it clothes and heels i have always had my own things and keep them where they belong in my room and really dont care who sees them any more have also been on hormones for 2 years now and love the feeling of peace and calm it gives me. sorry this is so long tried to shorten this as much as possible again ty for your great blog
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Casey, I have admired girls like yourself for many years, I appreciate your openness about how you transition from male to female I truly believe in you and what you go through is not fair or right many people don't understand what is taking place I support all that you girls do and go through. Thank you for your Q& A I will be following your blog your a very special woman I am happy to have met you. Your friend Dale
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For me it started very young, couldn't exactly know when but it was very young. I had always gone shopping for clothes with my grandma and my cousin whom is female. I never wanted to spend time getting cloths for myself but always helped choosing cloths for my cousin. I loved they way they looked and I loved they way they felt. It wasn't until I was old enough to be left home alone that I started digging through my moms cloths and wearing them. Always making sure to put everything back exactly how it was found. This even continued when I was living with sever of my girlfriends. When they were out I was in their cloths. Almost got caught a few times and secretly I think I wanted to be. Over the years and during the in between the girlfriends I would end up getting some of my own cloths, but always threw them out when I got into a serious relationship. Lots of wasted stuff. That kept going on until now where I really just said screw what everyone else wants. I am going to do what I want and how I feel should be. So in a sense I feel my journey is just beginning and I am still figuring out the answer to all your questions you have. So I may just update at different times in the future.
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